I started writing in my DA account about my life and realized that's not where I want to post deep stuff. This is. Where I am someone totally different living a different life and no one knows. So here's the stuff I took out of my journal entry on DA:
I have always been that way though, like if I get good grades and my mom doesn't lavish me with praise I feel like it wasn't good enough. Or if I do something cool and dad doesn't comment I feel like it was stupid and I'm worthless. That's one of my huge flaws though, I can be a big "people-pleaser" and I need to stop living like that.
Another note, getting out of a 4 year relationship kind of fudged me up. I am super paranoid because I don't want to see him, last time I did I went home and cried for 4 hours and felt like such a.. well.. I didn't have good self-esteem for a while. And now I feel like some of my friends aren't even able to hang out with me because what if he's there too?
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