So, my life is a pretty easy one over all. Sure my online class isn't fun, but I've made A's on the first three exams and I do the work and get it done on time. And I have good friends that hang out with me and accept me for me. And I have a loving family, that while sometimes makes me want to punt small furry animals (not really, I like animals too much) they are still a supportive family. I also have two adorable cats that are only sometimes moody... and then there is the puppy. I won't talk too much about him, just that he can be so smart sometimes, and such a little brat other times.
Anyway, I'm just feeling like I should have applied to go back to college sooner... I thought, oh I'll get a job and work this fall and it will be all good! But now, what if I don't get a job? I had an interview lined up and they said they wanted me to go work for them, now they haven't called me and it's almost about the time they said they'd want me to come work for them. I don't know. I'm just so low right now. I feel like my life is pretty worthless. And my acne....
Oh God the acne...
I started using ProActiv but it's not doing much for half of my face. It cleared up my forehead which is a miracle! But now it's just stinging my face and I still have a big zit on my left cheek that just isn't going away, it's like it froze the rest of my acne :[ ...
Why can't I be one of those girls that just has a crap ton of money and is constantly beautiful? Why couldn't I have gotten that? And smart and perfect.... I just want to be perfect...
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