You Are More

There's been a lot on my mind lately.
I've had so many ups and downs. An up has been feeling God beside me, hearing His voice. A down has been getting a call from my best friend sobbing because her boyfriend is a complete jerk. Another up has been getting my neighbor's dog, Hunter, to walk on a looser leash, he's really starting to understand not to pull, but it's still not perfect. My dog, Pierre, is doing really well too. He knows roll-over now! It's exciting to watch him grow and learn more about dogs in general. If only humanity was so simple to deal with.

It makes me so sad to know so many people don't know God or don't love Jesus. It makes me ache when I see how negative and destructive humans can be.

There's one guy on YouTube called TheAmazingAtheist, the name already screams ignorance, but on top of that, he's just so mean and full of hate and a desire to destroy good. I can really tell. One thing I've always been good at was the ability to read someone, he is dark, wounded and evil. It's truly horrifying that even if he doesn't believe in the devil, I can see him sitting next to it. One thing that scares me is the people who don't see the demons behind them. I constantly strive to watch out for them, but I know my God is stronger than any demon. But I worry, sometimes hearing the words that other people say, about how it's dumb to think there is a God, that somehow hearing the words will make me believe it. Although, when I step back and ask for God's guidance, I know He's there. And it's sad that some people will go there whole lives not knowing that feeling.

I just wish, that even if people didn't know Jesus, that they would at least be happy, at least be a positive being and not one so consumed with hate.