Trying to study... and it's not working

Well I'm pretty sure I failed my microbiology exam but I least people can't say I didn't try my hardest. I did forget to read out of the book though like I'd been doing and that seemed to significantly raise my past test scores so I am just really bummed out that I missed an opportunity to do maybe 10 points better. Wow it makes me sick to my stomach just to think about the horror of getting that test back :(

I just want to be out of here. I can't even think with all of the crap going on. Finals are just around the corner and with that means so much more stuff to do before I leave like taking this stupid math test to see if I am even good enough to go to this school (not really but I have to pass to get into the Nursing program... it's not that it's hard it's just time consuming... 4 hours of a Saturday wasted...)

I just want to curl up under my covers and go back to sleep but instead I have CRU (campus crusade for Christ) tonight and I would not go but I play bass for it so I have to. I mean, I guess it's always fun but the friends I walk back with take FOREVER after it running around talking to people, which annoys me because it's already 10 at night and it's going to be freezing cold thanks to Ohio's amazing choice in weather this week.

Looking to my left where I keep my post-it-notes of crap I need to get done it's still pretty full. I have 6 more exams this year (in the course of 3 weeks), 1 quiz and 2 projects I have to get done. I really don't know how Nursing here is so incredibly difficult. Maybe it won't be too bad if I don't get in here and have to go to another school. I am just so sick of wasting my time with classes like Nurtrition and Psychology. Don't get me wrong, I love Nutrition and have learned SO very much from the class but the things she makes us do are just stupid. Like assessing our own diet, honestly, this is just a huge cramp in my time that is already precious little. I am wearing so thin. I don't even feel like I have time to talk to God. Which is probably part of the problem. I can't get quiet time in, fellowship time is good but prayer time is just cut in half these days. It makes me wish I was back out on the beach where life is slow and peaceful.

One day...